Sun Mar 31 2019 - With a family history like mine, I've done plenty of research on Chronic Kidney Disease ('CKD') as well as Polycystic Kidney Disease ('PKD'). But my opinion is that you can never learn too much and the repetition makes it stick. So when I heard that the Minnesota Chapter of the National Kidney Foundation was hosting an afternoon seminar I was all in. There were four separate tracks: early CKD, Dialysis, Transplant and Pediatric. I went to the early CKD/New Diagnosis sessions. The first session was 'Coping with CKD and Sadness, Despair and Fear' led by a gentleman named Ted Bowman . When he mentioned the name of a book he had written, 'Loss of Dreams: A Special Kind of Grief,' the tears started flowing and continued throughout his presentation. It's what I need to break through now. I need to grieve the future I thought I had and adjust my plans to include the reality of this disease. I need to figure out how to live my ...